Letter to myself.

Goals
- Improve health
- Get mentally strong
- Do outstanding in school
- Excellent work performance

You are very strong. You’ve been through so much, why are you beating yourself up? Your own body and mine are your enemies than other people. Be you’re self’s best friend and give yourself lots of attention. One, take care of your health as best as you can. At the end of the day how your body is will depend on how your mental health is, your work is and your school is. Eat healthy meals, stay healthy. Take care of your needs and what you want. In spare time there are lots of things you like to do, read, paint, listen to music, watch movies, go to parks, working out, enjoying life. Do all those things. You have a job that you wanted. In Silicon Valley, you are making good money for someone your age, outstanding respect and position in company. You love working hard and being ambitious. Put that in action at work. Be successful, learn more, gain real world experience and grow. It’s something you’ve always wanted- corporate world real and consistent job. You have it, so make best out of it. Go to work in morning, greet everyone nicely, put all your effort into doing best work and dealing with people well. Allow yourself to learn. School: you’ve always been so successful at school, and right now you are doing what you love: graphic design. Put all your effort in that, learn, and get an outstanding portfolio. Marketing and graphic design go hand in hand, so learn marketing from work and graphic design at school and integrate them both together. Get good grades like you always have and be the best like you have always did. Right now life is tough because you just moved, got a new job, dealing with health issues and you weren’t prepared for all this. There is a lot on your plate. Eat one thing at a time. Keep it simple and one thing at a time. Enjoy while you’re at it. By August 31, get all the clutter done in your life- the unfinished errands that keep piling up, finish the last things from spring (school work, etc.) and prepare yourself for a new chapter of life filled with happiness, success and opportunities to learn and grow. You are a very lucky and a brave woman, utilize that as much as you can. Today is August 7, 2009, you have about 27 days to get things figure out. Get it all done and start a new life. For right now work on getting those errands done, settling in Bay area, taking care of health and finishing up unfinished work and commitments. Once all this is taken care of, take some rest and then start a new beginning. In two weeks you have a big work commitment coming up also, so you want to be prepared for that. You are in a whirlpool right now and it’s completely up to you to get yourself out of it. After August 31st, slowly we can work on mentally well being. First clear up your mind with all the ordeals than slowing it’ll get better. You’ll be fine. You’re headed in a good direction- got a job, living independently in a city you’ve always wanted to live in and you’re doing your Masters. Put things in perspective: you’re good work in school and at work is leading to more experience and better future. Stay focused on those things. Another big thing you need to work on is making some friends. While you are settling down this month and clearing your head make some good friends. It takes time to do that, so give some time during this month to also be making friends. Be strong and stay strong and you’ll see how all your hard work and pain pays off one at a time. Good luck and take care of yourself. At the end of the day, you have to love yourself more than anyone, take care of yourself more than anyone and be happy for yourself.

Sincerely,
Honey